An attempt to shed this bastion that’s built with such precision to deflect any advances that attempt to gain entry. In doing so have become cloistered as an observant hermit. Paradigms shift and new perspectives open. Existential crisis in the rear the focus is progression. An honest attempt at the unknown, which is a struggle to grasp the dynamics of, coupled with ever growing foresight and objective views. All in an effort to find my ideal niche and attain an uncompromising level of personal zen. oxygen deprivation brings clarity mashing pedals to get through the haze. The medium to to maintaining sanity new motives to keep it moving and an uncanny inability to be complacent. Planning the come up still chasing archetypes.